“PRACTICAL
EXPERIENCE shows that nothing will so much insure immunity from drinking as
intensive work with other alcoholics. It works when other activities fail. This
is our twelfth suggestion: Carry this message to other alcoholics!” Alcoholics
Anonymous page 89
It is said that nobody is too dumb for the AA program but there are
some that are too smart for the program.
My being too clever by half misinterpreted the quote above to mean that
if I did a bunch of AA service work (volunteering) at meetings and at my
computer that I would stay sober while not having to actually interact closely
with others. I did not stay sober.
I have stayed away from service committee volunteering for the last 2+
years. For 8 months, it was because I
was in relapse mode. Then it was because I knew that I needed to not be
isolating at home behind my keyboard while deluding myself that what I was
doing constituted intensive work with other alcoholics.
I am a lot better at working with others than ever before. There is still a huge need for me to improve
my ability to do intensive work with other alcoholics. Progress not perfection.
I am grateful for the progress I have made in more closely work with
other alcoholics. Sharing with them
helps me stay sober.
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